shop away :)

salam.

i think, at 28 i have finally found my true calling :) i should be a fashion consultant. xpun hijab consultant. walaupun i had my misses few times but i feel very happy when someone consulted me about certain baju or even hijab. rasa macam tetibe dapat semangat 46 versi power rangers campur sikit otromen hehe

the other day my cousin om me kat tanya hijab online shop. so after going thru my 'friends' and pages alike rupanya xbanyak yg jual shawl. so i told her kat instagram lagi banyak :) nasib baik beliau mmg ada instagram so i gave her a few online shops. if you ask me, i'd say yang paling i suka dari segi quality and price i'd go for @azfaboutique and @moorniebum. harga shawl yang dijual serendah RM20. memang la kalau jalan kat jalan tar tu bole dapat lagi murah, cuba bagitau berapa orang kat sini yang sudi meredah jam, ribuan manusia yang bersesak2 kat sana? so lebih baik on data and shop away :) and best yet, most of the online shop jual dresses, blouses, shawls, tudung bawal, accesories yang free postage. yeay! yang suka pakai bawal bole cari kat @bawallovers :)

so itu la cerita nya. rasa macam nak type surat resign, print, masukkan dalam envelop, tender kat bos je. tapi apa kan daya living cost di malaysia is getting ridiculous somemore ada dua anak kecik yang cute, comel, omei2 yang perlukan susu & pampers and baju baru opkos! ok, nak jual tudung jap :)

when spongebob decided to........

salam.

"mari2 puan dengar ini cerita, suami saya asyik balik awal saja. ada pembantu baru katanya, tentu dia perempuan muda"

haa sapa ingat lagu ni dari iklan mana?

*krik krik krik

oo xtau ke? ok xpe. move on jom

ok, sebenarnya lagu kat atas tu bertujuan konon utk mengumpat. sama la macam mak hari ni, mak nak ajak anak2 semua mengumpat. jom2 kata kawan2 sambil berlari anak menuju ke arah pc memasing.

ok sebab dah jauh lari tajuk, kita kembali ke jalan pulang ye.

lepas incident 8 Nov 2013 yang berdarah telinga tu... hah? xtau pasal apa? ala pasal zailin ngamuk kat group tu? laa xtau cite ke? nampak sangat tak tengok berita tv9, dekat dihati. xpe la cite tu pun dah 2 minggu lepas so xyah la ungkit terjengket ok.

anyway, lepas tu group terus senyap. ada la yang try nak ceriakan suasana. tapi xberapa nak mendapat sambutan. camnilah, korang nak berborak kat situ, boraklah xde sapa marah, aku tak marah. borak lah, free country maa, xde kena samannya, just dont expect me to join the conversation anytime soon ok.

dalam ramai2, xde la ramai mana, 8 org je cuma sorang je yang whatsapp aku cakap tu salah dorang sebab xpeka dgn keadaan semasa. sorang je. yang kahwin dengan classmate dia tu. bila dia cerita kat classmate yang last2 jadi husband dia, classmate dia tu pun kata salah dorang. tapi jangan risau ye kawan2, tujuan aku tulis ni bukan nak mintak korang buat permohonan maaf secara:

a) terbuka seperti yang neelofa memaksa anzalna buat tu

b) whatsapp aku senyap2 dan cakap 'sorry la lin. xyah marah lama2 ok

c) whatsapp kat group and cakap 'ok lin, kalau kitorg salah sorry ok. lupakan kisah lama, jom bukak chapter baru'

tapi xde pun yang buat camtu, hati ni makin sedih. tapi bila ada yang whatsapp tanya, kami just cakap kami dah xmarah. ye la, buat apa nak marah lama2 kan sebab kalau ikutkan aku pun ada jugak terkehel azhael hari tu. so aku mintak maaf jugak. masing2 dah 28tahun kot, ikutkan kalendar tapir afrika selatan, memang 28tahun tu tua. so kira dah mintak maaf ye, sebab tangan yang memberi lebih baik dari yang menghulur, a strong believer in this.

so kira 0-0 la ye. ok dah, malas nak layan korang. nak siapkan name card student utk convo sabtu ni.i'm so far behind. ada report xsiap lagi and OL bertimbun kot x issue lagi. i need 4 extra pairs of hands please!!

if i were a boy, i'd pee....standing (trust me)

if i were a boy - beyonce

{Verse}
If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

{Chorus}
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

{Verse}
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home to come home

{Chorus}
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

{Bridge}
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

{Chorus }
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

currently listening to this. 


'why are you so jealous? its not like im sleeping with the guy'

'yo i said, why are you so jealous? it aint like im sleeping with the girl'



a healthy reminder. TQ Sasha Fierce :)

P is my not so fav word

salam.

pagi ni drive belakang kereta P tetibe teringat kisah masa i amik lesen kereta *gelak sorang2 jap
oopps sorry tergelak pulak sensorang. lain kali kalau i nak gelak i ajak u'olls ok? tee hee

anyway it was back in 2007 masa i olls amik lesen kereta. sebenarnya masa tu macam nak melengah2kan masa nak amik lesen. i decided to amik jugak lesen cos one day tu my mom was driving then sekali angin dia datang. sangat sakit, i should know cos i had a few episodes myself. dah la tengah sakit then anak2 yang ada dalam kereta time tu xreti bawak kereta and takdak lesen. dengan keadaan dia yang tek berapa nak bagus time tu, terpaksa la jugak drove the car sampai klinik. and at that very moment, i promised myself untuk amik lesen kereta so that kalau terjadi another episode i can take over the car and drive her to the clinic. but of course that was the first and the last time ma had her episode masa tgh driving d'uh tak dapat la wan zailin nak berbakti pada nusa dan bangsa d'uh lagi sekali

so masa amik lesen tu, zahidi pun amik lesen jugak (27, single, ada phd y'all, sapa nak?) so tak de la mak nebes sangat dik non. anyway kami pun pergi la dengar ceramah sampai dua kali (muntah darah bosan) then amik computer test and tak sangka mak lulus, mak ingat mak ni buta komputer :)

anyway masa amik driving test tu pergi sendiri. biasa la i ni memang jenis suka pikir bukan2, so masa pergi tu memang nebes habis la, macam masa pegang tangan tok kadi nak dinikahkan dengan anak dara orang punya nebes. so first day tu pergi la dengan doa dan nebes yang memang takkan hilang. so mula sekali buat test driving, so encik jpj duduk la sebelah kami dan kami pun dengan konfiden walaupun nebes bawak la kereta tu. sampai kat simpang tetibe encik jpj kata, 'ok, turun sekarang' and i was like 'huh? what the?' punya konfius. later i found out, i tak tarik handbreak masa kat berhenti kat simpang. please la encik jpj, takyah koya sangat boleh tak?

disebabkan nebes yang tak hilang, and failed my first test, so tahap konfiden ketiak nivea pun macam dah kurang, dari 89% ke 54%. so berjalan la dengan lemah longlai lagi gemalai ke tempat 2nd test iaitu naik bukit. so when my name was being called, kami pun naik la kereta and yes, you guess it right! i failed naik bukit test.

so sementara tunggu abang driving school amik kitorg, i called babah and cried over the phone. Ya Allah, zailin. failed driving test je kot. xyah la nak koya menangis gaban sangat. it's not like Lah Ahmad tolak pinangan lu, xyah la nak rabak sangat weh!

so the week after that, i went again and alhamdulillah, lulus ujian bertulis... eh eh silap silap lulus driving test. itu pun masa u turn bukan main over lagi sampai makan jalan sebelah. then i looked at encik jpj yang ada dalam kereta tu dengan pandangan pusss in boots 2011 sambil mulut ber eh eh. dia kata, 'awak kenapa? nak lulus jalan je' so lulus la azab no 1. so sebab tahap konfiden uberman aaron aziz dah naik dari 89% ke 98%, kami pun berjalan la ke kawasan naik bukit test. masa tengah tunggu tu, ada la makcik ni dalam 50tahun++ pun nak amik driving test jugak. eh sebuk je makcik ni. so makcik ni pun masuk la kereta tu utk naik bukit setoek tu. dia start enjin pastu boleh tahan la dia ram minyak tu (tah la, main sebat je penggunaan perkataan, asalkan paham) pastu agaknya dia pun nebes macam i olls dia pun tekan la minyak sekuat2nya dan terus kereta tu meluncur ke depan macam yang dalam f1 tu, laju betul sampai kereta tu ke depan, langgar kereta yang ada kat bawah bukit tu and terbalik ke tepi. punya la panik orang ramai time tu, dorang cepat2 membantu menegakkan kereta itu kembali. pastu yang paling best, makcik tu keluar kereta, gelak tutup mulut sambil berlari sebab malu. and yes, i failed naik bukit, again.

so i came the week after that, buat test naik bukit, lulus and dapat la buat 3 point turn (itu ke nama dia?) and sebab takut fail lagi, letak cheat sheet kat seat sebelah. sambil masuk parking sambil curi2 pandang kertas takur salah buat. nasib baik encik jpj tu semua meyorok bawah bumbung sebab kepanasan so mereka pun tak nampak la cheat sheet i olls *gelak jahat

sebelum buat 3rd test, kami pun gatal2 tangan bawak kancil pusing area rumah. dah la gatal tangan, bawak mamat pulak tu dalam kereta. pastu nak u turn dah terkebil2 tepi jalan. ada la dalam 45minit pastu beranikan jugak lah diri u turn kat situ. pastu sampai rumah masuk la parking, agaknya tertekan minyak kuat terhiris la sikit bahagian depan kiri kereta sebab langgar dinding tu. sebab nebes babah dah nak balik keje, cepat2 la simpang kunci kat dalam rumah.pastu boleh pulak babah balik dia lalu sebelah kiri tu. the way he looked at me that day, will always remain in my memory. pastu dia jerit tapi tak la kuat sangat. 'sapa buat ni? zailin ke?' he never call me zailin, ever. so paham2 sendiri la yang bapak eh tengah marah time tu.
note: babah tak kasi anak2 dia bawak kereta sebelum ada lesen

so bila dah dapat lesen, paham2 je la macam kita je yang pandai bawak kereta, macam kita je la tau undang2 jalan raya. tee hee tapi sekarang dah ada anak and bawak soccer mom car so takde la nak speed macam jalan tu bapak kita yang punya!

sekian. pandu cermat jiwa selamat ye kawan2. and kalau drive balik kelantan, jangan pandang billboard 3V tu, ada ponti bertenggek kat situ, seriyes tak tipu.

kbai

to kill a mockingbird

ok, malam tadi (taktau la malam ke subuh ke sebab hari ni TERbangun lambat) mimpi:

we were walking, all four of us; abi bear, mami bear, kakak bear and adik bear. dalam mimpi ni Dell dah pandai jalan so i was holding her hand while walking. dalam mimpi ni jugak, abi bear berjalan di belakang mami bear and adik bear, xtau kenapa dia jalan kat belakang sekali tapi nama pun mimpi kan, mimpi ni ibarat candy crush time tidur hehe ok merepek. anyway, kakak bear berjalan la di depan. no wait, lemme re-phrase that. kakak bear SKIPPING di hadapan, yes you heard right. skipping, such a joy moment for every mother bila masa anaknya ada ikut perangai dia masa kecik and in my case, skipping. so she was skipping in front of us and as she skipped her way around the corner, she dissapeared. by the time kami sampai kat corner tu, dia was gone. Masya Allah. paling tak suka mimpi yang melibatkan anak, lagi2 bila mimpi macam ni.

tapi tu la, orang kata mimpi ni mainan tidur kan. so tak perlu ambil pusing sangat. tah la, sampai sekarang teringat mimpi tu. zohor kang nak doa lebih sikit untuk anak2, amin.

ok, tu je selamat beramal and selamat makan tengah hari. lapar dah ni

back and here again

HELL is how i would describe these past 4 tormenting, traumatizing days.

but,

what's past is past. kita should just focus on present day and the future. future yang masih tak pasti.

"here, put on my wedding ring, go ahead, wear my shoes, live my adventures, then judge me"





"Ya Allah, kau lindungilah aku, keluargaku, sahabat2ku dari segala sifat2 yang jahat Ya Allah. Kau berikanlah kesejahteraan, ketenangan dan kesejahteraan kepada kami Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim. amin"