life is always greener on the other side

i love when others think they can have the final say when it comes to my daughters, it's like; if they didn't come out from your vajayjay, you don't get to decide for them. i appreciate the advices tho *finger gun, double click sound

28 is just a number

alhamdulillah, i am now 28. i know i know, this post is like major late but what the heck, i've been busy.
anyway, in my 28 years of life, 2013 is THE only year i received 3 birthday cakes, alhamdulillah been blessed with great family and friends :)

24/4/2013 : i went to work as usual. nothing special as everyone is busy busy with work. so the day just went by without any celebration.

25/4/2013 : came to work. after lunch saw a box in Ms Kiran's room. trust me, it doesn't take a genius to figure out what's inside it :) by 4 something everyone started singing birthday song and i pretended to be suprised. i mean, c'mon i had to put up a show somehow winks while we happily makan the cake i confessed that i saw the box earlier. in my defense, Ms Kiran put the box up on the cabinet which was like obvious for everyone to see so takkan la nak tegur time to, i had to pura2 la :) anyway, thanks bosses and colleagues for the wonderful cake. love you guys *teary eyes ahaha

26/4/2013 : it was friday and right after work i came home, siap2 and off we went to Port Dickson as saturday it was majlis bertandang for my SIL fiza. we reached PD around 10 something and FIL ajak the whole family (our family, ende's & ayah ndak's) for dinner. so we came to this floating restaurant (don't ask me where, i have no idea) and everyone settled into place. i was talking to SIL shima & cousin sister kak ija when jeng jeng jeng semua started singing birthday song and there was a cake infront of me. aku pun punya la sengal time tu, siap angkat muka pandang atas kek nak tengok nama sapa atas kek tu, dah la they olls letak kek tu terbalik and its quite dark so you can't really see. i looked at shima and asked, 'is the cake for me?' sengal, i know. but it was a pleasent and totally unexpected suprise. so, thank you everyone for the cake and the lovely suprise :) zailin sayang awak semua *ayat geli

28/4/2013 : it was sunday. packed everything and traveled back to KL. it was still early when we reached KL so we went to gombak to lepak2. malam after dinner tetiba (lagi sekali) terdengar lagu birthday berkumandang. yeay, another cake. thank you familia ku, me heart you guys mucho!!

so that is the story of Zailin and her 3 birthday cakes. again, thank you family and friends, no words can really express just how much you guys mean to me. ok, tu je, ta ta adios amigos sempres.

go ahead, shoot some ducks

i'd give up my left leg just to get to spend a day with my two babies, particularly today, you know, being a working mom and all. unfortunately the same can't be said about some.

it's a sad sad world we're living in...

segar dari ladang :)

salam.

alhamdulillah, since masuk kerja ni, sekali pump boleh dapat 3 bag ni *happy face* rezeki Dahlia :)

kbai

zailin is a supermom... says no one ever

salam.

as much as i love my two daughters, i also enjoy sleeping. and these two kids especially my number two loves to disturb me during my beauty sleep. as a selfish self-centred mother, i cannot tolerate all this! *muka serious* yesterday night, she kept us up until 4 something. both me and Mr K terpaksa bergilir2 pegang cos everytime letak dia terjaga and melalak. so this morning, in the battle between good and evil, we decided that buai is the best solution to our problem. 

itu je cerita kali ini.


kbai.


p/s: and oh, jasmin is just waiting for anyone of us to put her in the buai -.-'

my angels :)

jasmin & dahlia

how cute is this? 

kisah itu dahlia

i know it's been 23 days since, but what the heck

introducing my 2nd angel, Puteri Aamirah Dahlia Binti Khairulanwar, born on 03.02.2013 at 15:25, weighing at 3.19kg with 10 cute fingers and 10 even adorable toes :)

this is her 1st photo, it was taken curi2 by Mr K right after beliau iqamatkan baby

so the story is, i woke up in the morning dengan slight sakit perut, lingered around the house 1st, making sure it was contractions. after a few confirmed contractions went in the room and let Mr K knows and bersiap lah kami ke HSB. mujurlah kami di gombak, so tinggalkan jasmin dengan parents, rasa sangat sedih nak tinggalkan jasmin sebab by the look on her face, you can tell that she knows that day is the day her sister is coming to the this world (reads: beliau agak cranky)

so both me and Mr K pun bertolak la ke HSB, disebabkan minggu sebelum itu adalah Thaipusam and minggu itu sendiri ada sambutan Ponggal, maka kami pun tidaklah menggunakan MRR2 utk ke HSB sebaliknya kami menggunakan DUKE. 

so we arrived kat Wad Bersalin, HSB dalam pkl 11, since this is my 2nd time so tau la more or less apa nak kena cakap and buat, so i register while waiting for Mr K to come and sign a few of the documents, sempat lah borak2 dengan misi kat kaunter tu. now this is off topics but in my 2 kali bersalin kat HSB, misi2 yang ada bertugas whether kat wad bersalin or kat wad itself memang sangat baik, peramah and they really took care of you so i really don't know kenapa ramai yang komplen kata servis kat sana xbagus and so on

ok, sambung balik. so after register, masuklah saya ke dalam untuk pemeriksaan lanjut (cewah!) by then contractions pun dah semakin kuat jugak, doc cakap bukaan dah 3cm so kena tunggu bukaan besar sikit sebelum boleh masuk labor room, so for the time being duduk la diam2 kat ruang menunggu together with other expecting moms yang juga sedang menunggu kat dalam. masa menunggu tu i remember feeling soo sleepy, so in between contractions tu sempat la lelapkan mata, selamba je angkat dua2 kaki letak atas kerusi and doozed off ye la dah la kena tunggu, kena tahan contractions lagi dah tu nak buat apa? tidur la dah alang2 mata mengantuk kan? hehe sambil2 tu sempat lagi berBBM dengan non, eqa & rina :) 

(ok, this part agak gross sikit sebab scene atas jamban, so sapa yang rasa loya tu boleh la skip this part aite? :))
by 3 o'clock ada rasa tak selesa yang amat sangat macam nak kencing so i went to the toilet and kencing tapi lepas kencing tu tak bangun lagi dari jamban, i have this feeling macam nak keluarkan something else, actually the feeling is indescribable macam u knew something is coming out but u're not sure apa, emmm paham x jalan cerita ni? so i waited a bit longer dalam toilet tu and i gave a small push and heard a 'plup' sound and said to myself, i think my water just broke. yes people i finally get to say that! yeay me! and being gatal me, i seluk my hand down there and i actually felt my crowning glory opened! gross, i know but i had to. imagine bunga yang kuncup then kembang, itulah situasi yang dialami at that particular moment. and the moment i felt the opening, terus ada satu perasaan nak teran yang sangat kuat, like you want to push the baby out time tu jugak which i tahan. so i got out of the toilet and waved at one of the misi and cakap dengan dia. she asked me to lie down on one of the bed and she gave out a litlle squeals. dia kata dah fully dilate and cepat2 dia sorong katil tu ke labor room. and on my way to the labor room which is just 3 doors away dari bilik tu, lalu la di hadapan beberapa misi and doc, a few of them commented something like, eh kenapa puan ni tak panic pun (cos they heard misi yang tolak tu kept saying dah fully dilate) and the reason i tak panic was cos i tengah tahan myself from teran cos this time around, nak sangat Mr K dapat masuk labor room so sebab tu la nampak cam kuat je minah ni walaupun sebenarnya dah panik jugak hewhewhew

so masuk labor room, ramai pulak penonton kali ni, i think about 7 nurses yang ada kat dalam bilik tu, masa jasmin dulu 3 orang je kot. ni siap ada doc intern lagi, siap mintak permission nak stay dalam LR nak tengok, since both of them are girls, so i let them stay la, baik kan kasi intern docs peluang tengok? so lepas dah siap2 tukar baju atas katil bagai, one of the misi cakap, ok puan dah boleh teran dah to which i reply, xpe saya nak tunggu husband saya masuk (oh, masa dalam commotion tengah sebuk2 tukar baju sempat cakap kat one of the nurses to call Mr K masuk) so semua pun menunggu la kehadiran YB Mr K, time tu dah 2x rasa nak teran tapi masih bisa tahan lagi, by 3rd memang dah xboleh tahan i told one of the nurses on my right yang i cannot tahan so dia kata ok, puan dah boleh start teran.

so dengan bismilahirrahmanirrahim, i pun start teran and voila, masuk la Mr K dalam LR like a knight in shining armor (well, it felt like that at that time ;p sebab lega dia masuk jugak) so 3 kali push and out she came to this world, alhamdulillah :) but sama macam jasmin, i did not get to hold her sebab baby dah berak dalam perut. 

maka, dengan berakhirnya cerita ini, bermulalah episod baru saya yang bergelar mother of two ni.

sekian. hope the story did not gross you out ;p