another mini me :)

the nose, the lips, the kerut on her dahi reminds me of her sister, photocopy ni :)

alhamdulillah, we did the scan today and the result is out; another mini me is coming :)
when the sonographer, Ms Jezzlynn announced the gender i wasn't quite sure of my reaction, infact i can't really recall how i feel at that time, but i can tell you my exact reaction when i first saw her face on the screen; she looks exactly like her big sister, the nose the lips she even frown when Ms Jezzlynn kept trying to get her hands out of the way to see the face :) 

but the most relieved part was when she told us that the baby looks healthy, but a bit big for her age which is  expected cos during my regular check up the doc did mentioned that the baby might be big due to my diabetes

tapi yang paling kelakarnya, mini me nampak sangat2 jeles cos all eyes were on the screen so she kept trying to get Mr K's attention by pulling his face away from looking at the screen. tarik muka abi la, suruh abi sandar kat bahu dia la, nak ikat rambut abi dia la isk isk isk sabar je la. jangan risau ok sayang, you will always be my first love ok, no matter what :) 

anyway, i only paid half of the amount stated in the appt rules & regulations cos baby keeps hiding her face away from the screen. after we left the clinic i aksed Mr K kecewa ke baby bukan boy? pastu kena marah sebab tanya soalan bodoh, dia kata la ;) dia kata dia xkisah langsung whether baby girl or boy, yang paling penting pada dia masa check up tadi cuma nak tau baby sihat atau x aaaawwww Mr K, you're such a great abi muaks sikit :)

anyway now that we finally tau her gender, i can finally call her by her name, yes i have her name ready even before i was pregnant with her. i came from a big family so i know i'm not going to have just one kid, paling kurang pun dua hewhewhew anyway i'm not going to reveal her name just yet but it's gonna be another bunga name, super excited to meet you D!! in sha Allah, we will have a safe delivery, i will get to hold you in my arms and introduce you to the world :)

friday i'm in love

alhamdulillah, it's finally friday :) which means tomorrow is saturday yeay!! akhirnya berjaya memujuk Mr K untuk buat 3D 4D scan. his refusal only adds to my determination to win this fight LOL and i did!!
aaaahhh, the smell of victory, no perfume can measure up to it hehe

anyway, this was actually my 3rd time asking him, the first two time i suprisingly did not get my way and to be honest i am quite shocked when he looked at me and said, 'if it means the world to you to go and do the check up, then by all means, we'll go and do it'
not his exact words but to that effect la which is yeay to me :)

the reason i wanted to do it so much is because i did not get the chance to do it when i was pregnant with jasmin, infact, there's a lot of things that i did not get to do back then cos of... well, only my family knows what i went thru, it's a sad story to share and i didn't want anyone else to know about it.

anyway, i came across this sonographer who is doing it at a few clinics, apparently she's very famous among expecting moms. i read a lot of blogs and reviews about her and i finally came across her blog (not really her blog per say) went thru the detailing of each scan offers, and i decided to do a package of 2D detail scan + 3D 4D scan.

2D detail scan is good if you want to detect if anything is (god forbid) wrong with your baby hence the name detail. 3D 4D scan is more on finding out the gender of your baby and also if you want to have that first look at your baby, see if the baby takes after mommy or daddy's good looks :) usually for 3D 4D scan, kalau baby tak tunjuk muka contohnya tangan dia halang kita dari nampak muka, it will be F.O.C. this is standard rules for many 3D 4D scan available in Malaysia.

anyway, i finally booked an appt last Tuesday and got the confirmation on the same day itself cuma lambat sikit la dalam pukul 7 lebih camtu. so i am super excited to see the baby :) anyway, hari tu ada cakap dengan Mr K if he is still reluctant to know the gender then i will tell the sonographer tu untuk tengok tu last sekali and he can leave the room for that, tapi dia kata xpe dah alang2 tu, tengok aje la bukan dosa pun hehe excited jugak la tu, ngaku cepat!! hewhewhew

till my next post on the detailing of the scan :
adios kompresso *waving *sesukahati

baby oh baby

i am no longer in the mood to work.
can't wait to go for my maternity leave.

no, i still don't know whether it's a boy or girl. i've scanned twice, baby just refused to show anything. i guess baby got that from big sis, nak suprisekan mami and abi kan? pandai nye :)

i took out jasmin's old bajus, washed, and put everything back in the baju box. i even managed to prepare the bag, but only half of it la, i haven't bought the newborn diapers and also some pads for me. other than that i think we are good to go.

dear baby,
mami, abi and kakak jasmin can't wait to see you. may we both have safe delivery and i just hope you will come out healthy and sound. you can be a pink or blue, we will still love you :)

salam 1 Malaysia

i made a promised that i will blog about Mr K's accident so here it is.

on 21/11/2012 at appx. 12midnite there was a bang on my door, me and mini me as usual are asleep by then (y'know la being pregnant with a one-year old is no easy task, s'more you working so sangat2 penat) and as usual, i tot it was Mr K coming back from work. i remember before i fell asleep nak bukak selak cos takut nnt dia balik he has to bang on the doors for me to open the door for him tapi malam tu as usual, i forgot -.-'

so there was a bang on the door, so i got up and open the door and to my suprised, it was not Mr K but my sister. so walaupun tengah mamai i ask her what is she doing there and being her usual cynical-self (i know you are reading this!) dia cakap dia gaduh dgn abg sean -.-' sabar je la kan dapat kakak macam ni. so i opened the door and let her in then dia suruh i get myself ready and i was like, 'buat apa?' and she told me 'Krol masuk hospital, dia accident' not her exact words but to that effect la. and i remember raising my voice to her macam tak puas hati, i said, 'takkan la dia accident, dia tak cakap pape pun!' and i went to check my phone and there were missed calls from my elder sister and a bbm saying that he got into accident but he's ok. during the commotion, mini me was already up and just happy to see her yaya there.

so i tried to get myself ready then, ye la dengan kepala still ting-tong s'more dapat shocking news camtu i was in such blank space that i got into mini me's room and stared at the hanging clothes trying to figured out what to wear! yes, until today i cant believe it myself, how can at such moment you stop and trying to decide which baju suits you best at that time? i mean, who does that? sabar je la. then i finally put on something, went to the washroom to freshen myself up.

if you ask me, i dont do date very well in a sense i dont remember them well but yes i remember that date clearly as i was supposed to go for my check that morning at HSB. thank god for that, i have jasmin's bag ready by the door; her milk, diapers, extra bajus are all ready in the bag. so we came out, i locked the door and we went there by kak yah's car. by then, i was still trying to process the whole thing and being very imaginative, i remember visualing the worst that could happen during accident. halfway thru, i realised that i live so near to my MIL's and then only i realised that i didn't even call her to inform her. i know she is not well on that day cos she did mentioned when i pick up mini me from her place that she just took ubat selsema and she was already drugged by then (i dont know is that the correct word to describe the person taking care of you child LOL) so i called her and true enough she was not in a state to talk and she said abah called and informed her earlier.

so we finally reached PPUM (the accident occured in Jalan Maarof, Bangsar so the ambulance took him to PPUM) and we got off the car, and the first familiar face i saw was abah, he was walking towards us to change the statement in the police report made earlier. so we salam briefly and he showed me where Mr K was at that time. from far, i can see him on a wheelchair. bila sampai baru la nampak luka2 yg ada. agak seram jugak sebab dorang tak bersihkan luka tu betul2 so what you see is darah darah and more darah (x.x)" pengsan

tapi serious cakap, servis kat PPUM cam ^%&%(& serious tak puas hati. so by the time settled everything it was already 5am so since jari kaki kanan Mr K patah, he cant be climbing stairs so had to go back to gombak and tidur sana.

mmg betul2 dugaan, dah la back in august he was admitted for apendiks, ni accident pulak. i jokingly told him, masa i was pregnant with jasmin, i yang selalu keluar masuk hospital so it's only fair for the 2nd one, dia yang keluar masuk hospital. macam tu pun boleh la :)



kisah itu twilight

salam satu malaysia
it's been long, i know but i am no M.E or F.L. i know no one reads my blog so i think it's okay if i just don't update regularly :)

anyway, its been long since i last step my pretty foot into any cinemas, the last i went was when i was (if not mistaken) 7 months pregnant with jasmin and i watched khurafat, yes horror movie during pregnancy padahal dah terpampang besar gila "Warning : tidak sesuai untuk wanita mengandung" but since the in-laws insisted to watch that particular movie what to do masuk je la dengan hati gundah gelana. but i spent most of the time shutting my eyes or pretending to be asleep just so people think i am terer gila when it comes to watching horror movies. tapi maaf itu semua hipokrit and tipu semata2 cos i am scared shit of horror movies. my motto when it comes to horror movies; 'why scare yourself when you know there will be times your husband is not around and that's when your mind decided to rewind to that particular horror movie scene' -.-'

rasanya dah macam lari topik so kita kembali ke jalan asal sebentar ye :) anyway its been long, and ever since we (Mr K & i became parents) we decided to do everything together (selain mandi, berak, kerja and so on so forth yang tidak memerlukan penglibatan ketiga tiga pihak d'uh!) be it, jalan2, go out for dinner, holidaying (eventho, most of the time Mr K is not around for those cos of his working schedule boo! thumbs down). for me becoming a parent means u dont exclude your child from all this that is why whenever i am on leave or even on medical leave i make sure i dont send her over to my MIL and instead take care of her myself. yes, im a proud mami and i love my spending time with mine me awwwww insert elmo song please!! motiff??!!

anyway, last week i received a call from mokcu (my mom's youngest sister) she works in astro so selalu time ada movie premieres dia akan ada selonggok tiket free yang dia akan distribute pada anak2  buahnya. during my anak dara time, i hardly missed this going to movie premieres, almost every month dia akan kasi tiket free and i love going to these cos i know i was one of the first to watch it before the rest of you commoners dapat tengok cewah takyah nak bangsawan sangat kat sini please! anyway, mokcu called and the tiket is actually for jeng jeng jeng get this, the final part of the twilight saga!! did i go u may ask, of course i didn't. cos watching movie means i have to leave jasmin at home so i told her no thanks, i'll pass *flips hair padahal dalam hati; "kenapa harus ku bercinta? kenapa ku percaya? kenapa harus ku dikecewakan?' motif lagu lah?

nampak tak gaya mutu keunggulan cara berlari mereka bertiga? nampak tak it should have been me, Mr K and mini me running from our house to the cinema? nampak tak?

so, adakah zailin sekarang merasa beribu sesalan kerana menolak peluang di depan mata? jawapannya T to the I to the D to the A to the K : TIDAK! as long as dapat letak jasmin bawak ketiak sudah cukup bagus, and now that another mini me or mini Mr K is coming, i'm guessing it will be long before we step into the cinema, and by long i mean narnia long; u step out of narnia as a young kid and you came back as Hugh Hefner long. anyway, just so happened Mr K met with an accident the day before means taking care of two babies la :p that's a long story which i will probably blab in my next entry...or not

sekian :)

apa itu BSP?

it all started with a regular check up at KKSB. datang macam biasa utk minum air gula then next check up datang doktor akan bagitau result, senang kan? safe, clean and no evidence that can lead you back to crime scene. TEEEETTT! wrong! the next day itself i received a call from the clinic, they told me kandungan gula dalam darah agak tinggi so they set me up with another appointment where i have to do BSP test on the first day and see the doctor on the next day.

ok, sapa pernah dengar term BSP ni sila angkat tangan... *cricket sound nobody? anybody at all?
ok takpe anak murid semua, biar che'gu terangkan ye *sambil berjalan pegang pembaris rotan panjang tebal yang kalau hentam meja memang bilik pengetua pun boleh rasa gegarannya.

BLOOD GLUCOSE PROFILE / BLOOD SUGAR PROFILE (BSP)
What is a blood glucose profile?
A blood glucose profile is a “snapshot” of your blood glucose fluctuations throughout the day to see how well your background and bolus doses of insulin are working for you.
How do you do a blood glucose profile?
To do a blood glucose profile, you will check your blood glucose at the following times of the day:
> Before breakfast > 3 hours after breakfast > Before lunch > 3 hours after lunch > Before supper > At bedtime (9pm) > 12 midnight > 3am > 6am

source: http://www.med.umich.edu/1libr/PedEndocrine/Diabetes/BloodGlucoseProfile.pdf
©2011 The Regents of the University of Michigan
Last Revised 02/10/2012

Apa Itu Gestational Diabetes Mellitus (GDM) punca, cara rawatan / cara mengawal boleh dibaca di sini http://blog.ubahcarahidup.com/2012/01/diabetes-semasa-hamil.html sangat useful information kat sini. if you want to know stuff like what are the symptoms, how to control it; by exercising, eating healthy mmg sgt2 berguna pada ibu2 yang mengalami masalah seperti i ni ok.
sebenarnya BSP kita boleh dikawal, but for foodie freak like me yang makan apa je yang ada depan mata mmg agak payah la sebab mana ada orang kat dunia ni yang tengok lamb chop je kan? mesti la dia akan amik masuk mulut dan kunyah perlahan2 untuk menikmati kelazatan juice lamb tu perrggh! (balik ni nak order lamb chop la -.-') i try to cut down as much of sugar intake as possible for the sake of my unborn baby.

kera dihutan disusukan, anak dirumah tengok astro ceria

last week me, fida & kak eyra decided to do potluck on Monday, so y'day we brought homecooked foods :) fida bawak asam pedas ikan pari (yumm!), kak eyra bawak sambal tumis kacang ikan bilis (delish!) and yours truly bawak nasi putih & sayur campur. so lunch kami xkeluar la, makan dalam ofis je. best ok buat potluck makan ramai2, besides sgt menjimatkan ia juga membantu dari segi skill sosial iaitu merapatkan lagi silaturrahim antara staff sesama staff cewah!
anyway, just nak bagitau asam pedas ikan pari fida bolehlah di tambah ke dalam top 5 list asam pedas sedap yang paling digemari wan zailin :

1. asam pedas mama
2. asam pedas maktok
3. asam pedas mak
4. asam pedas fida
5. belum dicalonkan lagi

hehe ok berbalik pada cerita asal, so semalam semua kenyang perut suka hati la lepas makan. fyi, saya tambah 2x ok! selamba je melantak depan khayalak ramai! tsk tsk nasib baik dorg paham kau ni pregnant zailin kalau x mmg dorg dah sound kau 18x :D

so pagi ni dah xde potluck la, memasing datang macam biasa. gila kau hari2 nak bangun awal masak! so lps dh settled in, bukak la email sekali mata i terbeliak membaca email dari bos:

Dear All,

I believe I have mentioned this before. Just a reminder.

Sometimes the food does smell good, but as a service department, it is not good for students to come in and find out there is a strong food smell in the office, even the smell is good *smiley face

Office party is exception *smiley face

Thanks
Norman

WTH? suka hatikau lah bos lepas ni kitorg akan kuat kan usaha menyakitkan hati kau dengan membawa masuk durian, nangka, kari kepala ikan pulak. ok dah stress so terpaksa bagi pantun dua kerat:

anak ayam melintas jalan

selamat makan tengah hari kat luar