baby oh baby

i am no longer in the mood to work.
can't wait to go for my maternity leave.

no, i still don't know whether it's a boy or girl. i've scanned twice, baby just refused to show anything. i guess baby got that from big sis, nak suprisekan mami and abi kan? pandai nye :)

i took out jasmin's old bajus, washed, and put everything back in the baju box. i even managed to prepare the bag, but only half of it la, i haven't bought the newborn diapers and also some pads for me. other than that i think we are good to go.

dear baby,
mami, abi and kakak jasmin can't wait to see you. may we both have safe delivery and i just hope you will come out healthy and sound. you can be a pink or blue, we will still love you :)

salam 1 Malaysia

i made a promised that i will blog about Mr K's accident so here it is.

on 21/11/2012 at appx. 12midnite there was a bang on my door, me and mini me as usual are asleep by then (y'know la being pregnant with a one-year old is no easy task, s'more you working so sangat2 penat) and as usual, i tot it was Mr K coming back from work. i remember before i fell asleep nak bukak selak cos takut nnt dia balik he has to bang on the doors for me to open the door for him tapi malam tu as usual, i forgot -.-'

so there was a bang on the door, so i got up and open the door and to my suprised, it was not Mr K but my sister. so walaupun tengah mamai i ask her what is she doing there and being her usual cynical-self (i know you are reading this!) dia cakap dia gaduh dgn abg sean -.-' sabar je la kan dapat kakak macam ni. so i opened the door and let her in then dia suruh i get myself ready and i was like, 'buat apa?' and she told me 'Krol masuk hospital, dia accident' not her exact words but to that effect la. and i remember raising my voice to her macam tak puas hati, i said, 'takkan la dia accident, dia tak cakap pape pun!' and i went to check my phone and there were missed calls from my elder sister and a bbm saying that he got into accident but he's ok. during the commotion, mini me was already up and just happy to see her yaya there.

so i tried to get myself ready then, ye la dengan kepala still ting-tong s'more dapat shocking news camtu i was in such blank space that i got into mini me's room and stared at the hanging clothes trying to figured out what to wear! yes, until today i cant believe it myself, how can at such moment you stop and trying to decide which baju suits you best at that time? i mean, who does that? sabar je la. then i finally put on something, went to the washroom to freshen myself up.

if you ask me, i dont do date very well in a sense i dont remember them well but yes i remember that date clearly as i was supposed to go for my check that morning at HSB. thank god for that, i have jasmin's bag ready by the door; her milk, diapers, extra bajus are all ready in the bag. so we came out, i locked the door and we went there by kak yah's car. by then, i was still trying to process the whole thing and being very imaginative, i remember visualing the worst that could happen during accident. halfway thru, i realised that i live so near to my MIL's and then only i realised that i didn't even call her to inform her. i know she is not well on that day cos she did mentioned when i pick up mini me from her place that she just took ubat selsema and she was already drugged by then (i dont know is that the correct word to describe the person taking care of you child LOL) so i called her and true enough she was not in a state to talk and she said abah called and informed her earlier.

so we finally reached PPUM (the accident occured in Jalan Maarof, Bangsar so the ambulance took him to PPUM) and we got off the car, and the first familiar face i saw was abah, he was walking towards us to change the statement in the police report made earlier. so we salam briefly and he showed me where Mr K was at that time. from far, i can see him on a wheelchair. bila sampai baru la nampak luka2 yg ada. agak seram jugak sebab dorang tak bersihkan luka tu betul2 so what you see is darah darah and more darah (x.x)" pengsan

tapi serious cakap, servis kat PPUM cam ^%&%(& serious tak puas hati. so by the time settled everything it was already 5am so since jari kaki kanan Mr K patah, he cant be climbing stairs so had to go back to gombak and tidur sana.

mmg betul2 dugaan, dah la back in august he was admitted for apendiks, ni accident pulak. i jokingly told him, masa i was pregnant with jasmin, i yang selalu keluar masuk hospital so it's only fair for the 2nd one, dia yang keluar masuk hospital. macam tu pun boleh la :)



kisah itu twilight

salam satu malaysia
it's been long, i know but i am no M.E or F.L. i know no one reads my blog so i think it's okay if i just don't update regularly :)

anyway, its been long since i last step my pretty foot into any cinemas, the last i went was when i was (if not mistaken) 7 months pregnant with jasmin and i watched khurafat, yes horror movie during pregnancy padahal dah terpampang besar gila "Warning : tidak sesuai untuk wanita mengandung" but since the in-laws insisted to watch that particular movie what to do masuk je la dengan hati gundah gelana. but i spent most of the time shutting my eyes or pretending to be asleep just so people think i am terer gila when it comes to watching horror movies. tapi maaf itu semua hipokrit and tipu semata2 cos i am scared shit of horror movies. my motto when it comes to horror movies; 'why scare yourself when you know there will be times your husband is not around and that's when your mind decided to rewind to that particular horror movie scene' -.-'

rasanya dah macam lari topik so kita kembali ke jalan asal sebentar ye :) anyway its been long, and ever since we (Mr K & i became parents) we decided to do everything together (selain mandi, berak, kerja and so on so forth yang tidak memerlukan penglibatan ketiga tiga pihak d'uh!) be it, jalan2, go out for dinner, holidaying (eventho, most of the time Mr K is not around for those cos of his working schedule boo! thumbs down). for me becoming a parent means u dont exclude your child from all this that is why whenever i am on leave or even on medical leave i make sure i dont send her over to my MIL and instead take care of her myself. yes, im a proud mami and i love my spending time with mine me awwwww insert elmo song please!! motiff??!!

anyway, last week i received a call from mokcu (my mom's youngest sister) she works in astro so selalu time ada movie premieres dia akan ada selonggok tiket free yang dia akan distribute pada anak2  buahnya. during my anak dara time, i hardly missed this going to movie premieres, almost every month dia akan kasi tiket free and i love going to these cos i know i was one of the first to watch it before the rest of you commoners dapat tengok cewah takyah nak bangsawan sangat kat sini please! anyway, mokcu called and the tiket is actually for jeng jeng jeng get this, the final part of the twilight saga!! did i go u may ask, of course i didn't. cos watching movie means i have to leave jasmin at home so i told her no thanks, i'll pass *flips hair padahal dalam hati; "kenapa harus ku bercinta? kenapa ku percaya? kenapa harus ku dikecewakan?' motif lagu lah?

nampak tak gaya mutu keunggulan cara berlari mereka bertiga? nampak tak it should have been me, Mr K and mini me running from our house to the cinema? nampak tak?

so, adakah zailin sekarang merasa beribu sesalan kerana menolak peluang di depan mata? jawapannya T to the I to the D to the A to the K : TIDAK! as long as dapat letak jasmin bawak ketiak sudah cukup bagus, and now that another mini me or mini Mr K is coming, i'm guessing it will be long before we step into the cinema, and by long i mean narnia long; u step out of narnia as a young kid and you came back as Hugh Hefner long. anyway, just so happened Mr K met with an accident the day before means taking care of two babies la :p that's a long story which i will probably blab in my next entry...or not

sekian :)

apa itu BSP?

it all started with a regular check up at KKSB. datang macam biasa utk minum air gula then next check up datang doktor akan bagitau result, senang kan? safe, clean and no evidence that can lead you back to crime scene. TEEEETTT! wrong! the next day itself i received a call from the clinic, they told me kandungan gula dalam darah agak tinggi so they set me up with another appointment where i have to do BSP test on the first day and see the doctor on the next day.

ok, sapa pernah dengar term BSP ni sila angkat tangan... *cricket sound nobody? anybody at all?
ok takpe anak murid semua, biar che'gu terangkan ye *sambil berjalan pegang pembaris rotan panjang tebal yang kalau hentam meja memang bilik pengetua pun boleh rasa gegarannya.

BLOOD GLUCOSE PROFILE / BLOOD SUGAR PROFILE (BSP)
What is a blood glucose profile?
A blood glucose profile is a “snapshot” of your blood glucose fluctuations throughout the day to see how well your background and bolus doses of insulin are working for you.
How do you do a blood glucose profile?
To do a blood glucose profile, you will check your blood glucose at the following times of the day:
> Before breakfast > 3 hours after breakfast > Before lunch > 3 hours after lunch > Before supper > At bedtime (9pm) > 12 midnight > 3am > 6am

source: http://www.med.umich.edu/1libr/PedEndocrine/Diabetes/BloodGlucoseProfile.pdf
©2011 The Regents of the University of Michigan
Last Revised 02/10/2012

Apa Itu Gestational Diabetes Mellitus (GDM) punca, cara rawatan / cara mengawal boleh dibaca di sini http://blog.ubahcarahidup.com/2012/01/diabetes-semasa-hamil.html sangat useful information kat sini. if you want to know stuff like what are the symptoms, how to control it; by exercising, eating healthy mmg sgt2 berguna pada ibu2 yang mengalami masalah seperti i ni ok.
sebenarnya BSP kita boleh dikawal, but for foodie freak like me yang makan apa je yang ada depan mata mmg agak payah la sebab mana ada orang kat dunia ni yang tengok lamb chop je kan? mesti la dia akan amik masuk mulut dan kunyah perlahan2 untuk menikmati kelazatan juice lamb tu perrggh! (balik ni nak order lamb chop la -.-') i try to cut down as much of sugar intake as possible for the sake of my unborn baby.

kera dihutan disusukan, anak dirumah tengok astro ceria

last week me, fida & kak eyra decided to do potluck on Monday, so y'day we brought homecooked foods :) fida bawak asam pedas ikan pari (yumm!), kak eyra bawak sambal tumis kacang ikan bilis (delish!) and yours truly bawak nasi putih & sayur campur. so lunch kami xkeluar la, makan dalam ofis je. best ok buat potluck makan ramai2, besides sgt menjimatkan ia juga membantu dari segi skill sosial iaitu merapatkan lagi silaturrahim antara staff sesama staff cewah!
anyway, just nak bagitau asam pedas ikan pari fida bolehlah di tambah ke dalam top 5 list asam pedas sedap yang paling digemari wan zailin :

1. asam pedas mama
2. asam pedas maktok
3. asam pedas mak
4. asam pedas fida
5. belum dicalonkan lagi

hehe ok berbalik pada cerita asal, so semalam semua kenyang perut suka hati la lepas makan. fyi, saya tambah 2x ok! selamba je melantak depan khayalak ramai! tsk tsk nasib baik dorg paham kau ni pregnant zailin kalau x mmg dorg dah sound kau 18x :D

so pagi ni dah xde potluck la, memasing datang macam biasa. gila kau hari2 nak bangun awal masak! so lps dh settled in, bukak la email sekali mata i terbeliak membaca email dari bos:

Dear All,

I believe I have mentioned this before. Just a reminder.

Sometimes the food does smell good, but as a service department, it is not good for students to come in and find out there is a strong food smell in the office, even the smell is good *smiley face

Office party is exception *smiley face

Thanks
Norman

WTH? suka hatikau lah bos lepas ni kitorg akan kuat kan usaha menyakitkan hati kau dengan membawa masuk durian, nangka, kari kepala ikan pulak. ok dah stress so terpaksa bagi pantun dua kerat:

anak ayam melintas jalan

selamat makan tengah hari kat luar

#instagpost

this is a failed attempt by a one year old plus to post a photo on my instagram. one year old...plus. instagram. does this even make sense? no, it doesn't.

#laterpost

wah, dah macam instag pulak nak hashtag bagai hewhewhew anyway since tetiba teringat so saja je nak post. the other day masa teman mr k kat hospital, cousin sister dia datang melawat. tengah borak dia pun tanya la dah tau ke gender no 2 ni, so cerita la kat dia since masa jellybeen dulu setiap kali scan mesti xnampak so gave up all hope sampai la time delivery baru lah tau dia is the baby girl gitew. anyway dia start cerita kata suruh tanya MIL sebab dia boleh tau and stuff liddat la.

so semalam masa kat bertandang beraya kat rumah ende teringat la insiden tu lalu aku bergegas bertanyakan soalan itu kepada ibu mertuaku. ok ayat nak spm level poyo gilew kowt. anyway i asked my MIL to check since anak dia 5-5 dia predict melalui kaedah yang sama.

kaedah apa, anda bertanya? haa puan-puan tuan-tuan mari-mari dekat-dekat ok poyos lagi sekali. anyway dia kata kalau nak tau next baby tu girl or boy tgk nipple kakak or abang dia kalau timbul dua dua belah maknanya lelaki kalau tenggelam maknanya perempuan. so masa dia tgk semalam dia kata anak lelaki. huish, berdup dap jugak la masa dia cakap macam tu. eventho i dont mind the gender of the baby, tapi since anak pertama dah girl mesti la ada sedetik lebih dalam hati rasa cam nak anak lelaki pulak. tho, kalau anak perempuan takyah spend so much on clothing since baju kakak dia ada but it's nice to experience jaga anak lelaki pulak. i know, i'm indecisive. but like i said, i dont mind if it's a girl or boy yang penting nama dah ada hewhewhew silap2 yang penting baby healthy :)

much love.