another mini me :)

the nose, the lips, the kerut on her dahi reminds me of her sister, photocopy ni :)

alhamdulillah, we did the scan today and the result is out; another mini me is coming :)
when the sonographer, Ms Jezzlynn announced the gender i wasn't quite sure of my reaction, infact i can't really recall how i feel at that time, but i can tell you my exact reaction when i first saw her face on the screen; she looks exactly like her big sister, the nose the lips she even frown when Ms Jezzlynn kept trying to get her hands out of the way to see the face :) 

but the most relieved part was when she told us that the baby looks healthy, but a bit big for her age which is  expected cos during my regular check up the doc did mentioned that the baby might be big due to my diabetes

tapi yang paling kelakarnya, mini me nampak sangat2 jeles cos all eyes were on the screen so she kept trying to get Mr K's attention by pulling his face away from looking at the screen. tarik muka abi la, suruh abi sandar kat bahu dia la, nak ikat rambut abi dia la isk isk isk sabar je la. jangan risau ok sayang, you will always be my first love ok, no matter what :) 

anyway, i only paid half of the amount stated in the appt rules & regulations cos baby keeps hiding her face away from the screen. after we left the clinic i aksed Mr K kecewa ke baby bukan boy? pastu kena marah sebab tanya soalan bodoh, dia kata la ;) dia kata dia xkisah langsung whether baby girl or boy, yang paling penting pada dia masa check up tadi cuma nak tau baby sihat atau x aaaawwww Mr K, you're such a great abi muaks sikit :)

anyway now that we finally tau her gender, i can finally call her by her name, yes i have her name ready even before i was pregnant with her. i came from a big family so i know i'm not going to have just one kid, paling kurang pun dua hewhewhew anyway i'm not going to reveal her name just yet but it's gonna be another bunga name, super excited to meet you D!! in sha Allah, we will have a safe delivery, i will get to hold you in my arms and introduce you to the world :)

friday i'm in love

alhamdulillah, it's finally friday :) which means tomorrow is saturday yeay!! akhirnya berjaya memujuk Mr K untuk buat 3D 4D scan. his refusal only adds to my determination to win this fight LOL and i did!!
aaaahhh, the smell of victory, no perfume can measure up to it hehe

anyway, this was actually my 3rd time asking him, the first two time i suprisingly did not get my way and to be honest i am quite shocked when he looked at me and said, 'if it means the world to you to go and do the check up, then by all means, we'll go and do it'
not his exact words but to that effect la which is yeay to me :)

the reason i wanted to do it so much is because i did not get the chance to do it when i was pregnant with jasmin, infact, there's a lot of things that i did not get to do back then cos of... well, only my family knows what i went thru, it's a sad story to share and i didn't want anyone else to know about it.

anyway, i came across this sonographer who is doing it at a few clinics, apparently she's very famous among expecting moms. i read a lot of blogs and reviews about her and i finally came across her blog (not really her blog per say) went thru the detailing of each scan offers, and i decided to do a package of 2D detail scan + 3D 4D scan.

2D detail scan is good if you want to detect if anything is (god forbid) wrong with your baby hence the name detail. 3D 4D scan is more on finding out the gender of your baby and also if you want to have that first look at your baby, see if the baby takes after mommy or daddy's good looks :) usually for 3D 4D scan, kalau baby tak tunjuk muka contohnya tangan dia halang kita dari nampak muka, it will be F.O.C. this is standard rules for many 3D 4D scan available in Malaysia.

anyway, i finally booked an appt last Tuesday and got the confirmation on the same day itself cuma lambat sikit la dalam pukul 7 lebih camtu. so i am super excited to see the baby :) anyway, hari tu ada cakap dengan Mr K if he is still reluctant to know the gender then i will tell the sonographer tu untuk tengok tu last sekali and he can leave the room for that, tapi dia kata xpe dah alang2 tu, tengok aje la bukan dosa pun hehe excited jugak la tu, ngaku cepat!! hewhewhew

till my next post on the detailing of the scan :
adios kompresso *waving *sesukahati

baby oh baby

i am no longer in the mood to work.
can't wait to go for my maternity leave.

no, i still don't know whether it's a boy or girl. i've scanned twice, baby just refused to show anything. i guess baby got that from big sis, nak suprisekan mami and abi kan? pandai nye :)

i took out jasmin's old bajus, washed, and put everything back in the baju box. i even managed to prepare the bag, but only half of it la, i haven't bought the newborn diapers and also some pads for me. other than that i think we are good to go.

dear baby,
mami, abi and kakak jasmin can't wait to see you. may we both have safe delivery and i just hope you will come out healthy and sound. you can be a pink or blue, we will still love you :)

salam 1 Malaysia

i made a promised that i will blog about Mr K's accident so here it is.

on 21/11/2012 at appx. 12midnite there was a bang on my door, me and mini me as usual are asleep by then (y'know la being pregnant with a one-year old is no easy task, s'more you working so sangat2 penat) and as usual, i tot it was Mr K coming back from work. i remember before i fell asleep nak bukak selak cos takut nnt dia balik he has to bang on the doors for me to open the door for him tapi malam tu as usual, i forgot -.-'

so there was a bang on the door, so i got up and open the door and to my suprised, it was not Mr K but my sister. so walaupun tengah mamai i ask her what is she doing there and being her usual cynical-self (i know you are reading this!) dia cakap dia gaduh dgn abg sean -.-' sabar je la kan dapat kakak macam ni. so i opened the door and let her in then dia suruh i get myself ready and i was like, 'buat apa?' and she told me 'Krol masuk hospital, dia accident' not her exact words but to that effect la. and i remember raising my voice to her macam tak puas hati, i said, 'takkan la dia accident, dia tak cakap pape pun!' and i went to check my phone and there were missed calls from my elder sister and a bbm saying that he got into accident but he's ok. during the commotion, mini me was already up and just happy to see her yaya there.

so i tried to get myself ready then, ye la dengan kepala still ting-tong s'more dapat shocking news camtu i was in such blank space that i got into mini me's room and stared at the hanging clothes trying to figured out what to wear! yes, until today i cant believe it myself, how can at such moment you stop and trying to decide which baju suits you best at that time? i mean, who does that? sabar je la. then i finally put on something, went to the washroom to freshen myself up.

if you ask me, i dont do date very well in a sense i dont remember them well but yes i remember that date clearly as i was supposed to go for my check that morning at HSB. thank god for that, i have jasmin's bag ready by the door; her milk, diapers, extra bajus are all ready in the bag. so we came out, i locked the door and we went there by kak yah's car. by then, i was still trying to process the whole thing and being very imaginative, i remember visualing the worst that could happen during accident. halfway thru, i realised that i live so near to my MIL's and then only i realised that i didn't even call her to inform her. i know she is not well on that day cos she did mentioned when i pick up mini me from her place that she just took ubat selsema and she was already drugged by then (i dont know is that the correct word to describe the person taking care of you child LOL) so i called her and true enough she was not in a state to talk and she said abah called and informed her earlier.

so we finally reached PPUM (the accident occured in Jalan Maarof, Bangsar so the ambulance took him to PPUM) and we got off the car, and the first familiar face i saw was abah, he was walking towards us to change the statement in the police report made earlier. so we salam briefly and he showed me where Mr K was at that time. from far, i can see him on a wheelchair. bila sampai baru la nampak luka2 yg ada. agak seram jugak sebab dorang tak bersihkan luka tu betul2 so what you see is darah darah and more darah (x.x)" pengsan

tapi serious cakap, servis kat PPUM cam ^%&%(& serious tak puas hati. so by the time settled everything it was already 5am so since jari kaki kanan Mr K patah, he cant be climbing stairs so had to go back to gombak and tidur sana.

mmg betul2 dugaan, dah la back in august he was admitted for apendiks, ni accident pulak. i jokingly told him, masa i was pregnant with jasmin, i yang selalu keluar masuk hospital so it's only fair for the 2nd one, dia yang keluar masuk hospital. macam tu pun boleh la :)



kisah itu twilight

salam satu malaysia
it's been long, i know but i am no M.E or F.L. i know no one reads my blog so i think it's okay if i just don't update regularly :)

anyway, its been long since i last step my pretty foot into any cinemas, the last i went was when i was (if not mistaken) 7 months pregnant with jasmin and i watched khurafat, yes horror movie during pregnancy padahal dah terpampang besar gila "Warning : tidak sesuai untuk wanita mengandung" but since the in-laws insisted to watch that particular movie what to do masuk je la dengan hati gundah gelana. but i spent most of the time shutting my eyes or pretending to be asleep just so people think i am terer gila when it comes to watching horror movies. tapi maaf itu semua hipokrit and tipu semata2 cos i am scared shit of horror movies. my motto when it comes to horror movies; 'why scare yourself when you know there will be times your husband is not around and that's when your mind decided to rewind to that particular horror movie scene' -.-'

rasanya dah macam lari topik so kita kembali ke jalan asal sebentar ye :) anyway its been long, and ever since we (Mr K & i became parents) we decided to do everything together (selain mandi, berak, kerja and so on so forth yang tidak memerlukan penglibatan ketiga tiga pihak d'uh!) be it, jalan2, go out for dinner, holidaying (eventho, most of the time Mr K is not around for those cos of his working schedule boo! thumbs down). for me becoming a parent means u dont exclude your child from all this that is why whenever i am on leave or even on medical leave i make sure i dont send her over to my MIL and instead take care of her myself. yes, im a proud mami and i love my spending time with mine me awwwww insert elmo song please!! motiff??!!

anyway, last week i received a call from mokcu (my mom's youngest sister) she works in astro so selalu time ada movie premieres dia akan ada selonggok tiket free yang dia akan distribute pada anak2  buahnya. during my anak dara time, i hardly missed this going to movie premieres, almost every month dia akan kasi tiket free and i love going to these cos i know i was one of the first to watch it before the rest of you commoners dapat tengok cewah takyah nak bangsawan sangat kat sini please! anyway, mokcu called and the tiket is actually for jeng jeng jeng get this, the final part of the twilight saga!! did i go u may ask, of course i didn't. cos watching movie means i have to leave jasmin at home so i told her no thanks, i'll pass *flips hair padahal dalam hati; "kenapa harus ku bercinta? kenapa ku percaya? kenapa harus ku dikecewakan?' motif lagu lah?

nampak tak gaya mutu keunggulan cara berlari mereka bertiga? nampak tak it should have been me, Mr K and mini me running from our house to the cinema? nampak tak?

so, adakah zailin sekarang merasa beribu sesalan kerana menolak peluang di depan mata? jawapannya T to the I to the D to the A to the K : TIDAK! as long as dapat letak jasmin bawak ketiak sudah cukup bagus, and now that another mini me or mini Mr K is coming, i'm guessing it will be long before we step into the cinema, and by long i mean narnia long; u step out of narnia as a young kid and you came back as Hugh Hefner long. anyway, just so happened Mr K met with an accident the day before means taking care of two babies la :p that's a long story which i will probably blab in my next entry...or not

sekian :)

apa itu BSP?

it all started with a regular check up at KKSB. datang macam biasa utk minum air gula then next check up datang doktor akan bagitau result, senang kan? safe, clean and no evidence that can lead you back to crime scene. TEEEETTT! wrong! the next day itself i received a call from the clinic, they told me kandungan gula dalam darah agak tinggi so they set me up with another appointment where i have to do BSP test on the first day and see the doctor on the next day.

ok, sapa pernah dengar term BSP ni sila angkat tangan... *cricket sound nobody? anybody at all?
ok takpe anak murid semua, biar che'gu terangkan ye *sambil berjalan pegang pembaris rotan panjang tebal yang kalau hentam meja memang bilik pengetua pun boleh rasa gegarannya.

BLOOD GLUCOSE PROFILE / BLOOD SUGAR PROFILE (BSP)
What is a blood glucose profile?
A blood glucose profile is a “snapshot” of your blood glucose fluctuations throughout the day to see how well your background and bolus doses of insulin are working for you.
How do you do a blood glucose profile?
To do a blood glucose profile, you will check your blood glucose at the following times of the day:
> Before breakfast > 3 hours after breakfast > Before lunch > 3 hours after lunch > Before supper > At bedtime (9pm) > 12 midnight > 3am > 6am

source: http://www.med.umich.edu/1libr/PedEndocrine/Diabetes/BloodGlucoseProfile.pdf
©2011 The Regents of the University of Michigan
Last Revised 02/10/2012

Apa Itu Gestational Diabetes Mellitus (GDM) punca, cara rawatan / cara mengawal boleh dibaca di sini http://blog.ubahcarahidup.com/2012/01/diabetes-semasa-hamil.html sangat useful information kat sini. if you want to know stuff like what are the symptoms, how to control it; by exercising, eating healthy mmg sgt2 berguna pada ibu2 yang mengalami masalah seperti i ni ok.
sebenarnya BSP kita boleh dikawal, but for foodie freak like me yang makan apa je yang ada depan mata mmg agak payah la sebab mana ada orang kat dunia ni yang tengok lamb chop je kan? mesti la dia akan amik masuk mulut dan kunyah perlahan2 untuk menikmati kelazatan juice lamb tu perrggh! (balik ni nak order lamb chop la -.-') i try to cut down as much of sugar intake as possible for the sake of my unborn baby.

kera dihutan disusukan, anak dirumah tengok astro ceria

last week me, fida & kak eyra decided to do potluck on Monday, so y'day we brought homecooked foods :) fida bawak asam pedas ikan pari (yumm!), kak eyra bawak sambal tumis kacang ikan bilis (delish!) and yours truly bawak nasi putih & sayur campur. so lunch kami xkeluar la, makan dalam ofis je. best ok buat potluck makan ramai2, besides sgt menjimatkan ia juga membantu dari segi skill sosial iaitu merapatkan lagi silaturrahim antara staff sesama staff cewah!
anyway, just nak bagitau asam pedas ikan pari fida bolehlah di tambah ke dalam top 5 list asam pedas sedap yang paling digemari wan zailin :

1. asam pedas mama
2. asam pedas maktok
3. asam pedas mak
4. asam pedas fida
5. belum dicalonkan lagi

hehe ok berbalik pada cerita asal, so semalam semua kenyang perut suka hati la lepas makan. fyi, saya tambah 2x ok! selamba je melantak depan khayalak ramai! tsk tsk nasib baik dorg paham kau ni pregnant zailin kalau x mmg dorg dah sound kau 18x :D

so pagi ni dah xde potluck la, memasing datang macam biasa. gila kau hari2 nak bangun awal masak! so lps dh settled in, bukak la email sekali mata i terbeliak membaca email dari bos:

Dear All,

I believe I have mentioned this before. Just a reminder.

Sometimes the food does smell good, but as a service department, it is not good for students to come in and find out there is a strong food smell in the office, even the smell is good *smiley face

Office party is exception *smiley face

Thanks
Norman

WTH? suka hatikau lah bos lepas ni kitorg akan kuat kan usaha menyakitkan hati kau dengan membawa masuk durian, nangka, kari kepala ikan pulak. ok dah stress so terpaksa bagi pantun dua kerat:

anak ayam melintas jalan

selamat makan tengah hari kat luar

#instagpost

this is a failed attempt by a one year old plus to post a photo on my instagram. one year old...plus. instagram. does this even make sense? no, it doesn't.

#laterpost

wah, dah macam instag pulak nak hashtag bagai hewhewhew anyway since tetiba teringat so saja je nak post. the other day masa teman mr k kat hospital, cousin sister dia datang melawat. tengah borak dia pun tanya la dah tau ke gender no 2 ni, so cerita la kat dia since masa jellybeen dulu setiap kali scan mesti xnampak so gave up all hope sampai la time delivery baru lah tau dia is the baby girl gitew. anyway dia start cerita kata suruh tanya MIL sebab dia boleh tau and stuff liddat la.

so semalam masa kat bertandang beraya kat rumah ende teringat la insiden tu lalu aku bergegas bertanyakan soalan itu kepada ibu mertuaku. ok ayat nak spm level poyo gilew kowt. anyway i asked my MIL to check since anak dia 5-5 dia predict melalui kaedah yang sama.

kaedah apa, anda bertanya? haa puan-puan tuan-tuan mari-mari dekat-dekat ok poyos lagi sekali. anyway dia kata kalau nak tau next baby tu girl or boy tgk nipple kakak or abang dia kalau timbul dua dua belah maknanya lelaki kalau tenggelam maknanya perempuan. so masa dia tgk semalam dia kata anak lelaki. huish, berdup dap jugak la masa dia cakap macam tu. eventho i dont mind the gender of the baby, tapi since anak pertama dah girl mesti la ada sedetik lebih dalam hati rasa cam nak anak lelaki pulak. tho, kalau anak perempuan takyah spend so much on clothing since baju kakak dia ada but it's nice to experience jaga anak lelaki pulak. i know, i'm indecisive. but like i said, i dont mind if it's a girl or boy yang penting nama dah ada hewhewhew silap2 yang penting baby healthy :)

much love.

kids and facebook nowadays

hello, sheyamat haghi ghaya :)

ok, post ni bukan untuk raya tapi post untuk meluahkan perasaan tak puas hati dengan parenting skills nowadays. i know i'm new with this parenthood thingy but i just can't understand how parents can create accounts for their toddlers on facebook. and the best part is they will log on to that account and write things on the wall as if the kids themselves do that. c'mon la people, takkan la kami ni bodoh benak and think the kids will write sendiri kan? ramai jugak la on my friendlist yang create account untuk anak mereka on facebook.
contoh eh:

account anak nama K wrote on her wall:

"hari ni mama kita bawak kita, adik kita jalan2, thank you mama. kakak and adik sayang  sangat kat mama and papa sebab bawak kakak and adik jalan2"

nampak tak? apa la salahnya kalau mama tu tulis je kat wall dia:

"hari ni papa and mama bawak kakak and adik jalan2, dorg nampak sgt happy. nanti kita upload gambar jalan2 tu ok :)"

kan ke lagi nampak kemeriahan syawal kat situ? kenapa kena create account untuk anak tu? tak boleh ke tunggu sampai umur dia 18 tahun and decide for themselves sama ada dorg nak terjebak dengan dunia facebook atau tak. why can't we, as parents, let them decide that for themselves? as for me, 2008 baru ada account facebook. dulu kutuk kata facebook tak best sekarang addicted kat facebook pulak -.-'

ok, itu je la cerita pasal facebook ni. cos just now i saw my 6 years old cousin dah ada facebook and i went, "the hell?"

lain kali post gambar raya pulop~

why do i even bother?

no one seems to respect the fact that i am the mother of jasmin.
when i say no one, i mean no one!



#facts

awesome people google their own name, cos they're awesome liddat!

it's 3.35pm.
i am at the office.
i'm sitting at my place.
i have work to do.
i have tons of work to do.
i choose to go online instead.
appraisal is in two months time, way to go zailin!

well, here i am after done googling my own name (i know what you're thinking!) decided to stop by here and  tell you all about it :) sila jerit 'encore' walaupun lagu belum habis please!

so lepas dah bosan baca blog orang (from ami schaheera to shea rasol to maria elena to fatin liyana) i decided to google my own name sebab walaupun kerja bertimbun tapi disebabkan ketiadaan ms kiran (ada training kat MOHE) dan ketiadaan Mr Norman (meeting...for the 100th time today!) so ada satu semangat yang bangkit dalam diri utk meneruskan usaha menggoogle nama sendiri.

ok, what i discovered so far...
1. i am not the only zailin in the world (owwwh sedihnya! rasa diri tetibe tak special)

2. there's a few chinese zailin i.e zailin guan, zailin ren, zailin tan (padanla kalau jawab phone kat ofis kalau tanya nama mesti dia tanya chinese ke)

3. nama zailin sangat popular di kalangan bangsa cina

4. nama zailin awesome :) (paling setuju)



kbai *wave

kisah duka di hari isnin

ok, our prayer has been answered. akhirnya Mr K dapat jugak kerja dengan KPKK (Kementerian Penerangan, Komunikasi dan Kebudayaan). tarikh untuk report duty ialah pada 1 Ogos 2012, which is 16 more days. time tu dah puasa. he called KPKK this morning untuk tau dia akan dihantar ke bahagian mana, ye la takut la kan kalau kena hantar ke sabah or sarawak. kalau bujang takde la kisah sangat kan, tapi dah ada anak isteri kena la buat arrangement siap2 kan. dia dapat di angkasapuri which is okay lah kan. dekat la jugak dari nak kena commute back and forth ke putrajaya kan :)

and dapat satu cerita yang kurang gembira dari dia tadi which is,  kerja dia nanti kena selalu on call. kadang2 tak boleh balik rumah kena tidur kat angkasapuri. so i asked him, 'raya nanti macam mana?' to which i already know the answer. alamatnya macam raya tahun lepas la. ke hulu ke hilir dengan jasmin berdua je without him :( sedih hokay! sapa nak raya macam tu? so raya kali ni pun tak balik kampung jugak lah jawabnya. hmmm...

rasanya lepas ni nak kena biasakan diri macam ni. jangan time nak bersalin esok pun kena on call jugak sudahlah. mau mak hangin!

baby baby jangan kau marah sebab ku tolak~

sekarang ni baby dalam perut dah 10 minggu 3 hari. dalam bahasa malaysianya bermaksud dah 2 bulan 2 minggu 3 hari. sekarang ni dah ramai kat ofis yang tegur, "eh lin, dah nampak baby bump la" which dibalas dengan "ni bukan baby bump, ni buncit. baby baru 2 bulan ++ tak nampak lagi" (-.-')

xpe la nak buat macam mana kan, dulu lps bersalin mini me sesuka hati je taknak jaga badan, kan dah sama gemuk dengan aishwarya rai ;P

anyway, sejak mengandung yang nombor dua ni memang lain betul ragamnya dengan masa mengandungkan mini me dulu. sekarang ni nak habiskan trimester 1 memang bercinta la orang cakap. everyday bangun pagi celik je mata terus kepala pusing, bukan yang biasa2 punya tapi tahap maha dewa gila babas la. lepas kepala dah start pusing mula la tekak pun buat hal dengan keloyaan tahap 7.5 skala richter. pagi2 nak bangun kena otak dengan badan akan berperang, otak kata kena gi keje hari ni nak kena buat ni, siapkan itu, hantar ini tapi badan pulak kata tak yah la gi kerja bukannya awak tu penting pun kat ofis tu. nampak tak percanggahan politik kat situ? tapi selalunya bangun jugak sebab the day before akan tinggalkan satu kerja so that esoknya akan datang kerja huhu

even makan pil pun bukan main susah lagi. setiap kali nak makan pil kena sediakan air banyak2 and something sweet or masam yang boleh menghilangkan rasa loya. padahal ubat bukan main kecik lagi. i don't mean to brag tapi wan zailin adalah orang yang paling pandai makan ubat, selalu makan ubat sambil tidur je. nampak tak terer kat situ?

so niat sekarang adalah nak habiskan trimester 1 dengan jayanya walaupun sambil loya2 dan kepala pusing. *tidur

bila mini me demam = cranky

setelah sekian lama mini me tak demam, semalam dia demam and agak teruk jugak la sebab dia pun cranky je sepanjang hari. nak bergayut je dengan abi or mami dia. malam tadi macam dah ok, badan pun dah tak panas tapi pagi tadi before ke ofis badan dia macam panas balik je. so Mr K dah agree to take EL. dalam pukul 10 tadi call rupa-rupanya dia dah sampai ofis. dia kata masa bangun tadi dia dah ok, badan dah tak panas so dia hantar naik rumah mak. so i called mak tanya, mak kata dia dah ok cuma taknak lepas je. nak masak pun kena tunggu dia tidur dulu. hehe takpe la yang penting badan dah tak panas :) lega sikit rasa

praise be to Allah :')

alhamdulillah. so many great news in the last few months. rezeki anak kot hehe


27 May 2012 - did my 1st pregnancy test and there was two lines (means you are pregnant, congrats :P), one was very visible the other one sangat vague you almost can't see it. called shafa and told her the secret (same thing i did when i was 1st pregnant with mini me, told her before i told Mr K hehe) then only i told Mr K


28 May 2012 - did my second test cos i wasn't too sure about the 1st one. same thing happen, one line was
very visible the other one was barely there. told Mr K about it, he told me to wait for a few days.


31 May 2012 - when to pharmacy, wanted to buy the same pregnancy test macam fasha sandha it was like
RM30++ T_T so beli yang RM8 punya je la. came home, did the test, left it on the counter and waited for 2 minutes. asked Mr K to see the result and he came back smiling so congrats again! hehe
told fams about it (both sides), very very happy by now :')


29 June 2012 - did my 3months confirmation. alhamdulillah rezeki dengan SEGi


2 July 2012 - when for mother and daughter check up. my first check up for 2nd pregnancy.
starting weight jengjengjeng 70KG! *nangis lagi haiyoo how la like this?


4 July 2012 - Mr K got the letter! he got the letter! what letter? KPKK letter and it's good news! alhamdulillah, after a year long of hoping and praying, Mr K finally got the job. told ya good things happen to those who wait :)

hey you.

dear u, i know u want that job badly but u have got to chill man! calling them everyday is a bit too much, rite? i know u want 'inside' opinion and whatever tips u can get. and honestly i think you got enough tips to last u the whole interview. i seriously hope u get the job, i do. who doesn't want a better future for their family? but u have got to seriously chill man. it's just an interview. if it's meant to be then it is meant to be. even if u bribe the interviewer but Allah said it's just not ur rezeki then u still won't get the job. so please, relax. take a chill pill. have some weed. ok? are we cool now?

says who?

i may or may not. we'll just have to see by end of this week.
excited and scared at the same time.


everyday i pray to Allah hoping that it's true.




in shaa Allah.

why, hello amsterdam!

beep beep!

lirik hari isnin

terukir di bintang by yuna

jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
jika engkau minta satu dunia akan ku cuba
ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
kan... kamu...

sayangku jangan kau persoalkan siapa di hatiku
terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
kan... kamu...

sayangku jangan kau persoalkan siapa di hatiku
terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu
sayangku jangan kau persoalkan siapa di hatiku
terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu
terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu


*the song that's been playing in my head since morning

when i grow up...

can i be phat & fabulous like adele?

pretty please?

saya bukan chinese, saya juga bukan racist

tapi saya 1 Malaysia. ok poyo.

today ada satu student datang utk register under cheer scholarship. been expecting them since morning tapi tak nampak batang hidung. then i received a call, parent pada student ni. she said she cant make it in the morning so she'll be coming in later. i said ok. she ask for my name and i said it's lin. so she was going on and on about how ms kiran ask her to speak to either rafidah or wan zailin. so i told her i'm wan zailin. she ask me whether i'm chinese. i said no ma'am, i'm malay. and she was like homaigawd, i tot u're chinese. when your boss mention your name i tot it spelt as wan xai lin, rupanya you malay.

haha, i get that a lot. people always mistaken me as chinese whenever i mention lin. few times i picked up calls, usually from chinese la, when they ask my name and i tell them, straightaway they will start speaking mandarin with me. and i'd be like sorry i don't understand chinese, i'm malay @.@ they even ask me whether i'm chinese muslim haha funny la :) but this is the first time someone actually tot i'm chinese when mention my full name.

anyway, it's Wan Zailin not Wan Xai Lin.





kbai.

T.G.I.Friday :)

alhamdullilah, friday comes early this week. why? sebab i was on leave last monday so this week i only works for 4 days je hehe. last week was very tiring with SIL's wedding and all. so monday even cuti pun tak dapat nak rest sebab kena tolong kemas rumah ende. ye la, dah guna rumah ende utk majlis SIL, takkan la taknak tolong kemas kan? anyway, tu pun kitorang sampai lambat almost 12 noon, by then depa dah tanggai pelamin mini yang ada. since last week busy dengan preparation so takde masa nak kemas rumah & basuh baju & lipat baju. so akibatnya baju kotor bertimbun, rumah macam tongkang pecah & baju 2 bakul tak lipat lagi @.@

rabu baru la start kemas sikit2, basuh baju part I (baju abi & mami dulu sebab tak banyak sangat macam baju mini me), baru la dapur start berasap. mintak2 hari ni dapat balik awal so boleh kemas rumah lagi sikit. minggu ni patutnya mr K, boemar & abg sean ada cycling tournament or something tapi dengar cerita lutut boemar sakit so maybe itu cancel la.

well, since tini is on maternity leave i have to take over her job. first few days still ok, tak banyak withdrawal & termination letter yang kena issue. masuk je minggu ni haa amik kau sampai 7 kotak file yang perlu dimasukkan ke compactor. mostly no show & completed files. hmm tak tau la zaman bila nak habis ni. insyaAllah buat sikit2 mesti dapat clear la tempat ni.

sebenarnya post ni takde motif sangat, jalan cerita pun kurang. kemuncak jangan cakap la, langsung takde. just nak write down my journey this week. tetibe rasa nak tulis something.

kbai.

jealous much?

*insert muka sedih

jelesnya tini cuti bersalin. teringin nak mengandung lagi sekali :)

jelesnya mr norman bercuti di taiwan.

jelesnya kak eyra mengerjakan umrah di tanah suci. bila la rezeki aku nak ke sana?

jelesnya ms kiran bercuti di adelaide, australia.

jelesnya hawa & am honeymoon di langkawi.

jelesnya rina & ejon pun honeymoon kat langkawi. 2nd honeymoon lagi.




takpe takpe belum rezeki bercuti lagi.

anak dara?

apa? i nampak macam anak dara?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHA *sigh -.-'

so this morning i merajinkan diri ke pantry utk mengtop-up air dalam botol with fida EFF i. terserempak la dengan farah of international marketing staff. so dey olls ni berborak la pasal wedding masing2, iye la org masih dlm honeymoon period la katakan :) so dia ni dok puji org tu punya make up cantik la, baju cantik la. yang dia ni pun puji la benda yang sama. pastu farah kata, 'bestkan dah kahwin ni fida?' and turn to me and said, 'lin, kau cepat2 kahwin tau' and i was like terkedu for a while sebab i tot everyone in segi knew i'm married with a child. pastu fida pun cepat2 cakap, 'beb, lin dah kahwin la. dah ada anak pun'. and so farah was like, 'ye ke beb? tapi maintain je eh'.

so moral cerita ni, should i be happy that someone tot i masih anak dara? *confusemaknok!

ok, post ni sangat poyo pasal:
1. post yang sangat meng-upkan diri sendiri (ye la, nak tunggu orang puji sekali sekala je, tu pun kat pantry ofis)
2. konon2 cambest pasal selang-seli BM & english. macam kelly pun ada sebenarnya.


p/s: EFF tu enemy friend forever. fida la orangnya :p

mini me :)

my precious

v-day katanya

i don't celebrate v-day.
for me 14 Feb is just a day after my lil sis' bday, that's it. since dari zaman sekolah lagi, i tak pernah celebrate v-day. walaupun zaman sekolah i takde boyfriend *sedihkonon but my girlfriends mesti nak ajak celebrate. their reason, "ala, kita bukan la celebrate v-day tapi kita celebrate la ala ala friendship day gitu". and i remember yelling at them saying, "nok, kalau macam tu kenapa tak celebrate hari lain? why does it have to be today? kan lagi senang kalau kita buat malam apresiasi bagi award gitu, kan lagi sonok?" ok, exagerate much tapi it's something to that effect la. yet, they managed to drag me to go out with them. and muncung i time tu memang sedepa ok! tak hengat! :)

i remember masa zaman courting dengan my then boyfie (now hubby la), i remember stressing out to him just how much i don't celebrate v-day just so he won't buy me anything on that day. tapi datang je 14 Feb, after work we met and he gave me a rose. his excuse? he couldn't resist. so i gave him the most icy look i can pull and kept my mouth shut. ye la, kita dah cakap sekali tapi tak paham jugakkan takkan nak mengamuk kan? so balik rumah bunga tu terus masuk tong sampah, ye adik & kakak saya yang membaca ni, i tak simpan & takkan simpan.

and y'day bos suruh semua staff pakai pink untuk tunjuk la kita ni konon2 sepakat time v-day. so i came in my orange blouse and purple tudung which looks almost pink, but it's not. people mistaken this color as pink tapi tidak tuan2 dan puan2, ini color purple ok.

a friend of mine posted what Marsha Milan Londoh tweeted, " happy v-day to those celebrating & happy anti v-day to those yang xcelebrate LOL" (something like that la) and my friend commented saying, there's no such thing as anti v-day. we don't celebrate cos it's against our beliefs and religion.
well said my friend, well said.

ok, itu je la cerita v-day utk hari ni.